Lunch break. The much awaited hiatus between two working halves of the day. Today, a lot of things are on my mind and even on my desk. This is the period when I'm supposed to be able to sort through all the rubble between the morning and the afternoon. Today, there will be no semblance of order, even in this entry. I shall write with no qualms about coherence and correctness. I am writing if only to silence the disquiet inside me. I am writing for my benefit alone.
Two piles of papers are atop my table. One for pending work, the other for the those that are in progress. Neither one seems to be on the verge of completion. Suddenly, a text message comes and the day begins again.
People always ask why things have to end. Why do they have to begin in the first place? Things that end first began and so an end is just the inevitable conclusion to a beginning.
If you are sleepy and hungry at the same time, what do you do first? Eat or sleep? The answer to this question will not completely satiate the body as only both will. This is the closest to how I can describe what I feel right now. There is so much to do and yet to accomplish one is to accomplish nothing at all. Sigh...
Today, I am emotional. Today, I am my alter ego.
And then there was light. 1pm comes too soon.
Let the work begin.
of my Life
C'est Moi
In a Nutshell
I am a bundle of contradictions: deep and shallow, serious and goofy, impassioned and apathetic, good and bad, happy and sad, calm and anxious, simple and complicated, funny and corny. I am a picture of tranquility or distress whenever I am the opposite. I am a lousy navigator but by His grace I reach my destination. I think a lot even as I feel so much. I am my best friend and my own greatest enemy. I am irreconcilable. I am beautifully imperfect.:)
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